Monday, December 17, 2012

Staring at Slides of David in Art 101 

This is creation,
he says,
a work of art out of rubble.
Imagine Michelangelo
chiseling masterworks of the human form
from what amounts to a lump of rock,
a rock teetering on the edge of a cliff,
waiting for the coyote to come along
and push it over the edge,
only for said coyote
to trip and fall and somehow end
up underneath the falling boulder
and they fall together,
fall long enough for the coyote
to pull out a sign saying
“yelp” or “help” or “wouldn’t you just know it?”
before he hits the ground
before the boulder hits him
and together they hit the earth hard,
but the coyote slinks out from underneath
as flat as a pancake
in time to see the dastardly 
road runner speeding by
only to stop long enough
to stick out his tongue--beep, beep--
in a mocking gesture--meep, meep--
only so the coyote can rise
accordion-like--phoenix-like--
from the rubble to do it all again,
but next time he’ll build his own wings
and glide on air, hovering 
over the road runner for miles and miles
only to fly into 
the side of a mountain.

This is what art takes,
he says,
pain and failure
and the ability to get up and do it all again
and for nothing, for no monetary gain whatsoever.
Ah, the coyote, the wild and wily coyote,
a truly respectful figure,
someone out of the days of chivalry,
an idealized form, a person,
a Don Coyote,
whom we all should aspire to.
Forget the fact  
he never gets what he wants,
he never gives up
and there is the art,
there is creation.

But that’s the trouble, isn’t it,
he says,
the never giving up?
It’s not easy to sustain such an attitude
after years and years of pain and failure.
But you must remember
the years and years of pain and failure
will eventually pay off,
maybe not in financial rewards,
but personal rewards,
personal triumphs.
Someone, somewhere, one day,
will see what you have done
and they will respond.
But remember,
the years and years of pain and failure
lead the way to art
and art leads
the way to life.

So I say, to myself,
Is that why you're here, oh Yoda
lecturing us about art 
instead of creating it?